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I've realized that I sometimes come across like a self-righteous, big headed nit-wit, with no respect for the actual difficulty it takes to break out of problems like bad routine and depression.

I want to apologize for that, please don't mistake my irritating over-confidence for not understanding, in truth I act like a idiot because its just my way of boosting my self-esteem. The more I try to not take things seriously, the more I can focus on doing what I enjoy. By doing so my work improves, its a tactic really, I can't explain it but I can kind of choose how I want to feel and react to things now. Like when I broke my phone after being late to work, a normal person would have gotten sad and that would have effected my work effort the whole day so I choose be happy and forget it ever happened, trying to focus on the present.

Anyway, my point is. I'm not planning of changing my attitude, but I think its fair you understand the reasoning why, I'm not doing it to mock anyone it's just my way of living happily.